Mixed feelings

Well, VIS14:A2 is done - hooray - and I have started LST210:A4, but I have mixed feelings thus far. I think I have gone well to get as much done as I have got done, but then again, I havn't got as much done as I would have hoped. I am really happy with some of the pictures for VIS14:A2, especially Floating drapery, but then, I am not so happy with others. I think LST210:A4 should be relatively easy, but then I think there will be a bit to it as well.

Maybe I am just in a mid-assignment batch lull, I don't know. Maybe I am just tired. Maybe I am just over-wrought by how much is on my plate. However, I feel as flat as the proverbial tack, so to speak.

I have sent off a V. submission, and while I am happy to have got it done, there are mixed feelings about it as well. What if it is not well received? What if it is well received, but the rest isn't? What if it is well received, but I just can't get any more together? What if...

Now is the time for the grit I mentioned previously; I've just got to keep going. no-one ever got anywhere by going nowhere. So for better or worse, VIS14:A2 has been done, and LST210:A4 just has to be done, and then POI21:A1 also has to be just done. Likewise, C3 of V. just has to keep going. Furthermore, the other house has to be ready on Monday for sanding.

This is how life is.