Tuesday, January 04, 2005

Nothing's changed...but me >>> (....perhaps...?...?.)

Yesterday I felt so hopeless. I felt...well, yesterday's post kind of captures how I felt without the need for me to repeat it. Today, well today I feel a little better.

A little anyway.

I have been preparing my study materials for HST310, for which I need to complete an assignment el-mucho-quicko-fasto. I also have an assignment for CMM26 this week, although I haven't even touched CMM26 as per yet.

Admittedly, I haven't touched much of anything for this bunch of units accorss the board. That will have to change very quickly.

The other house isn't as hopeless as perhaps I have felt. It is starting to look really good, and while there are still some fiddly (and some more than fiddly) jobs to be done, it is in much better condition than it was, say, a couple of months ago.

And after it is done, things will change. It will be a busy year this year, but not so stupidly busy as it has been the last few months. On campus studies will be busy. Off campus studies will be busy. Church commitments will be busy. V. will be busy. Family life will be busy. However, it should not all be insurmountable.

Financially, we are struggling seeing as the house has gone on for so long, but in other ways we are not so bad as we were recently. So, I guess things are looking up.

Or perhaps I am just looking up. I don't know. I still feel not so good, but than again, I also feel not so bad. There is always hope, and now that I have started on HST310 it doesn't seem so bad, although there is still plenty of things that can go wrong....

Oh well....

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